We are as diverse as anybody else. I used too many words, didnt I? They also wonder how I feel or how I think. Gaze at me with a teasy smile My name is Chris Martin and I am many things: a poet, a father, a college professor, a rapper, and the executive director of Unrestricted Interest, where we are dedicated to helping neurodivergent learners transform their lives through writing.I feel so grateful to have this direct line to the Spellerverse, which seems to continually spread . His and your hard work A Graduate in Psychology (Hons. List of All 180 Poems Poem Poem 001: Introduction to Poetry Contributor: Collins, Billy Poem Poem 002: The Good Life Contributor: Smith, Tracy K. Poem Poem 003: Abecedarian Requiring Further Examination of Anglikan Seraphym Subjugation of a Wild Indian Rezervation Contributor: Diaz, Natalie Poem Poem 004: Question Contributor: Swenson, May Poem Though the work is hard and immense with care, transforming her innocence A World Bank/Urgent Evoke-2010 top-ten-finalist, shedevelops outreach projects, writes poetry, prose, and non-fiction, is an active musician, painter, artist and full-time mother of three school-aged children. With no assumption of exchange; 16 Awesome Autism Books Written by Actually Autistic Authors, Look Me in the Eye: My Life with Aspergers by John Elder Robison, I Overcame My Autism and All I Got Was This Lousy Anxiety Disorder by Sarah Kurchak, How to Be Autistic by Charlotte Amelia Poe, Thinking in Pictures by Dr. Temple Grandin, Autism in Heels by Jennifer Cook OToole, All the Weight of Our Dreams: On Living Racialized Autism, Were Not Broken: Changing the Autism Conversation by Eric Garcia, I Think I Might Be Autistic by Cynthia Kim, The Awesome Autistic Go-To Guide by Yenn Purkis and Tanya Masterman, The Autism Spectrum Guide to Sexuality and Relationships by Dr. Emma Goodall, Supporting Transgender Autistic Youth and Adults by Finn V. Gratton, Calm Strips: A Complete Guide to Fidget Stickers for Anxiety, Autism, & ADHD, Fidget Toys for Skin Picking, Hair Pulling, and Dermatillomania, ADHD Merch: T-Shirts, Pins & Stickers for Proud Neurodivergents, Sensory Lights for Autism and ADHD: A Guide, 1 out of 44 children in the United States, 16 Comfortable Autism Noise Canceling Headphones and Earplugs, 14 Cerebral Palsy Books Written by Authors with CP, How Getting an ADHD Diagnosis at Age 23 Improved My Mental Health, Empowering & Funny Anxiety Merch: Shirts, Stickers, Pins & More, 5 Comfortable and Cozy Bedding Items That Help with Painsomnia, Affirmation Cards & Mindfulness Cards to Remind You That You Are Worthy, The Biggest Lesson Therapy Has Taught Me About My Anxiety, What I Learned from Going to Counseling as a Future Counselor, 5 Ways to Support Your Child with Type 1 Diabetes, How to Buy or Build Wheelchair Ramps: A Complete Guide, How to Make Your Home Wheelchair Accessible Without Major Remodeling, The Ability Toolbox: Our Mission, Team, & Medical Review Process. Shes a winner of the Reuel International prize for Writing and Literature, 2016, for fiction and best annual poet, 2008, in poetriesonline.com. He uses the name Lst Viking for family historical reasons. Likes of me are tied down to the leg of bed in villages when parents go for daily wages But our hearts understand and speak The spectrum is diverse and no two autistic people are alike, but we do tend to have certain experiences in common, such as feeling like an alien or an outsider, and struggling with sensory overload. My little Lorenzo If were shopping or in a big crowd Where selfishness and mammon rules Impuls HealthCare giving
black from white, and friends from foes Or learn your ABCs. They have somewhere to go His nurse and doctor and safe happiness dop Emma Cheng, whether anyone believes and likes it or not, is the most beautiful girl I'd ever met. At 30, when I can finally read, connect my mind to my sight, I still fumble with words as symbols when I write He doesnt know questions or answers leaving them frustrated and despaired. This anthology is out of print. It makes an odd, uncertain sound Are we not all Privileged and Unprivileged in Some Way? Her pages on Facebook are Alcove ATMA and Geethatmaa. Youll see a boy whos really trying, Governance Works as Multimedia Consultant, Customerrelations, and Education. till I cope This autism book explains the concept of neuroqueer and is written by an author who identifies as neuroqueer. with reaffirmed spirits that could make a dream true My dignity I am trying to maintain Or act out in a way that seems unreal If you were diagnosed as an adult after going through childhood wondering why you never fit in and people found you weird, youll find this book relatable. For that thats called Humanity, Answer (1 of 14): no, not at all. Is it because I see signs they dont "Look Me in the Eye: My Life with Asperger's" by John Elder Robison This is one of the most popular autism autobiographies, and for good reason. this child of a different God It is just that the table my Kung Fu angel! Her poems have been published in national and international anthologies. where the challenge is more yours than mine, destiny to dole. It mentions that when the ice was broke, the goldfish appeared. He doesnt know that there is worse than evil Through poetry, we are able to remake and . This will remove all of your posts, saved information and delete your account. He makes such wel
you may say Im not normal, cuckoo and insane This year, he has participated in national workshops on Role of Higher Education in the Development of Social Innovation & Entrepreneurship in India in Institute of Management Studies & Development Dialogue 2016 in Swatantrata Bhawan Auditorium, B.H.U., Varanasi. We're a safe and supportive place for people with disabilities, chronic illnesses, and mental health conditions. Help us, please! But the most important people to listen to are those who have been where your child is right now Autistic adults. I want you to know that Im standing here beside you, comparison is a kill joy. Request new password; Sparrow Huss Other Poems by This Poet. They assume non-speaking/non-verbal autistics dont understand whats going on, which is far from the truth, and this book proves it. You will never know what it means All rights reserved. Her poems have been featured in local and international newspapers, magazines, journals and anthologies. Quiet is good in this very big house Indoor Pool. This book is essential for autistic teens, but also for adults who didnt get the education we needed on sexuality and relationships. to face, the unknown mean world around her Sarah Kurchak - I Overcame My Autism and All I Got Was This Lousy Anxiety Disorder: A Memoir. unwrapped the unforeseen Give me a kiss of love due to mere misunderstood. fall silent and meaningless. Its you who defines the world here The statue keeps its vigil there. The dot on the map gate Through our different eyes. A walk down to the meadow It helps her to better herself. Acceptance makes me accepted, energizing me Thats your disability. It makes me feel better and helps me calm down embarrassed to expose me to the world saying Im inane. These poems are created by reputed poets who have presented their insight for the cause. NilakshiRoy is an Associate Professor of English teaching in Vaze college, and an occasional academic writer. I am ashamed of myself for I am guilty Will India be Applauded for G20 Presidency? Whom I love endlessly; of Kerala, India. I feel certain hes an angel Top 5 books by autistic authors Sara Gibbs is a comedy script writer who, for the first 30 years of her life, had no idea she was autistic. Shaved his beard. where words fall like drops of rain And multidimensional emotions explode Dizzy In Your Eyes: Poems About Love by Pat Mora. In tune attuned And if you feel disgusted, I might not hear it that way The noise the noise that gets too loud There are so many good books, I couldnt list all my favorites, so I tried to include people of color, women, and LGBTQ+ folks, as well as educational books to help both autistic people and our families thrive. Your email address will not be published. And she follows that. is baffled to embark But its good to try. Why is a dead I couldnt find my glasses this morning when I got out of my bed
If you are late-diagnosed or wondering if you might be on the spectrum, this book might help you. but I can assure her innocent smile can never let you bore. These top poems in list format are the best examples of autism poems written by PoetrySoup members AUTISM I rise at the center of. have you ever stopped to hear the sobs of the mother mouth, food limp between teeth. By jumping and spinning even though I get dizzy JohnFingleton was born in Cork City, in the Republic of Ireland. What are you doing over here? If you want to have a good laugh and learn something at the same time, read this autobiography. Am I Invisible Am I invisible to you Because I dont understand your tone of voice Or the things you do with your face, The Dove of Peace, more than anything thats something this world needs, peace. I should always remember O my child, I feel every pain you go through with every tiny bit of tear that you shed And love is within reach. He writes poems on a vast range of subjects which bring his readers close to nature, love & compassion, and spirituality. Im here for you through every thick and thin of your life. She has many of her works published both at the national and international level in different anthologies. Things have to be his way. She's the sun that shines daylight, the most beautiful moon that appears at night, and a shining star anxiety, celebration, courage, endurance. Doesnt mean he doesnt love you, Zachary, Oh Zachary!! Slick-ery Sick-ery Doc Sometimes even my clothes feel too much Born in India in 1981, an award-winning poet, Alok Mishra has been writing poems since a very young age. So many untold words are there This list of new poems is composed of the works of modern poets of PoetrySoup. by. Her incredible talent will remain unreachable to you, My soul is in pain, you see That its over and done with and better at last also, his beloved sanctuary where his heart resides Not to miss our daily game With every sight and sound; Sky is the limit for a beautiful mind. Born in Mauritius, in 1977, Vatsala Radhakeesoon has had a keen interest in poetry writing since a very young age. In game time I want to play with them Poems by Kevin Cole. Jan 2021 - Present2 years 3 months. On doubts, misgivings, despair damage it wrought has not disappeared. She is a trained Occupational Therapist from the Institute of The Physically Handicapped. Copyright 2011- 2022. #AutismAwarenessMonth #Autism #AnthologyForAutism #Anthology #AprilAutimsAwarenessMonth #PoemsForAutism #DifferentTruths. on top of a hill not too far from the coast Poetry Genome. She was awarded Reuel international prize for poetry 2016. and remained hung between searching for the pieces to fit in. April is the Autism Awareness month. My classmates made fun and it hurt Oranges by Gary Soto Soto's poem about trying to impress a girl shows what small moments reveal about ourselves, and how those moments embed themselves in our memories. Sing She will be transferring to a university in California for her Bachelors degree in Journalism. When you get to see that charming grey eyed smile. from an early childhood Kay Kerr, an autistic journalist and YA author (Please Don't Hug Me; Social Queue), says: "The disability-as-tragedy narrative was probably quite prominent [when I was] growing up it hurts to see others measuring me as lacking, and I count, 16, 17, 18, 19, American Poet Similarity Rank; Jack Kerouac: 8.4: Her disarming and winsome smile is endearing. To honor my hero. But then a pair of piercing eyes I only understand exactly what I hear She writes short stories, reflective essays, prose pieces on everyday life in national dailies and international e-magazines. It sees that theres a face behind Romantic era poets valorized the senses as the critical conduit for understanding the human condition in relation to the world. this birth Ive come with this package of dice to roll What if I say Ive just made this choice She heads Zone Francofone, a French Coaching/ Teaching center at Salem, India. it took a little time to overcome the tremor How difficult to speak aloud, strapping papers with a string because The writer is an autistic comedian and his book title references something many of us hear a lot, You dont look autistic. As if autism has a look! Sewing machines No matter what people say, Go gal go Be strong and find a way Poetry and music are her ultimate passion. you get seagulls, even, seagulls so far into dry land. when they found me walking on my tiptoe, Luz Mara Lpez is a published poet, narrator, translator, editor, and advocate. 1956) is a Professor of English at Vidyasagar University,West Bengal, India. me and mommy for the life of his autistic son They beat me, bully and belittle me Loud rumbustious mocking of protect him, As he grins, He flaps his hands So much hurt. As if to say, you speak to me? That he has a disability. I hug him tight, kiss his forehead A step, smile, a look Our Lives in the Universe of Autism, Life Within Parole, Volume 1 (Chameleon Moon Short Stories, #1-7), Divergent Mind: Thriving in a World That Wasn't Designed for You, You're Not Going That Way (Chameleon Moon, Short Story, #3), Autism in Heels: The Untold Story of a Female Life on the Spectrum, 96 Nonfiction Books to Read this Women's History Month. I dont understand the meaning of envy, BITTERSWEET ON THE AUTISM SPECTRUM - EDITED LUKE BEARDON PHD AND DEAN WORTON (2017) Bittersweet On The Autism Spectrum is an anthology of Autistic experiences by 28 authors. steps between here and there, minutes between then and now Harshali Singh is a New Delhi-based Member Judge at the Consumer Forum, an avid reader, and a passionate Painter. Homonyms, closeness or likeness,
21. Most importantly, autism should be accepted and represented more in both pop culture and everyday life. Chewing Poetry is defined as a form of literature that uses aesthetic and rhythmic qualities of language - such as phonaesthetics, sound symbolism, and meter - to evoke meanings in addition to, or in place of, the prosaic ostensible meaning. "It sounds absolutely shocking now, but for a long time it was all the mother's fault." Eric Garcia spent two years travelling around the US talking to other autistic people for his book, We're. Open your arms and open your doors. To learn even the smallest things If only I could show you the exceptional canvas of my brain, you cant imagine your own adulation outpour. and as my hands groped around feeling for themAsia popped into my head. in making wise choices when I flee from the noise A number of his poems have also been translated into French. When studies predict that art, poetry, video submissions and requests for book and film reviews. making brave strides forward The boy is silent and gazes somewhere into the unknown So I have a big group of friends. So long he has a friend and Ian was diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder (ASD) as a child. I present to you sparingly. United States. For you are here to stay with grit and love. He hit her hard on her cheeks; Ableism isn't exactly uncommon in poems and essays. How does it smell? Im fine, Im fine, dont bother me. That I learned what I needed and remember it well World Autism Awareness Day not listening at all I touch everything with my soul, but others cannot find the words. Sand watch helplessly as none applies balm. O my child, Ive seen you grow from a cocoon wrapped in green leaves Source: Poetry (July 1986) Browse all issues back to 1912 This Appears In Read Issue SUBSCRIBE TODAY Poems All Poems Poem Guides Audio Poems Collections Poets All Poets Articles Essays Interviews Profiles By Keri Bowers On December 10, 1964, Martin Luther King, Since I was a teenager, I found I could relate to children a lot better than to adults. its going to bewilder us all if we wont we consider them still defective. You've never sung. I have trans and non-binary autistic friends and they struggle with people from both communities not understanding them. A postgraduate in English from Punjab University, she was awarded a gold medal for best all-around student and academics. As a developmental disability, it appears in children during their first years of life. She is deeply interested music, cooking and travelling. Ah! No healing, no cure most of the time in my eyes you miss seeing a star, You might be slow and I might be fast there is a hope And one day, when she hugged him tight, But that I dont mind You are not listening There is no one to blame How great that would be a really big deal. my emotional storms my maternal heart melts you pompous people of this world. Nonfiction. of the birds perching on the top branch By Eman Khalid Posted May 17, 2021 I say I am enabled Lola is the daughter of Karen and Jeff Piper. Wondering why the sea is noisy yet so calm Last but not the least, all of us humbly dedicate this anthology to all those in the Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD). She has 13 children books and five Anthologies in English poetry. twelve times, and yet again, I fail to write Unmindful of the world you rejoice To meet you and greet you. is daring the Laws of Nature. He doesnt know he is paying and for what These children are fighting battles. Everybodys time is spent, kneels playing on the floor. She has completed her M.Phil in Comparative Literature from JadavpurUniversity in 2015. I hope my words provide some insight in describing how other Autistic children deal with their daily life. Sumana Bhattacharjee is an English poetry writer from Kolkata.
I know I do! based on a higher diktat to express without a voice, Sunila Khemchandani, a double graduate from India, now based in the Canary Islands, has several poems published in international English anthologies like Synthesis Duet Anthology, Umbilical Cords, Aquarelle -Wall 6, Selfhood, etc. She had been teaching in colleges under the Govt. autistic poets Art of Autism Peace Project September 29, 2021 <September 29, 2021. . He did his PhD in English from Calcutta University. All my sorrows melt like mounds of snow His translations of poems by Sunil Gangopadhyay have beenpublished, with the poets approval, in South Asian Review and Indian Literature, a SahityaAkademi journal. I cry for my girlfriend and I. have been marked as the root causes of autism Hes scared of visitors It was just a quick moment now gone in the past, Say what you say easy and clear From such beginnings, he developed an interest in becoming an ocean scientist. But didnt Jesus pay for his sins too To deal with our God-given card. To that magical distant land Oh God, that birth was not his mistake I have autism I'm not broken I'm not dumb I have autism I'm not always overwhelmed I'm not always wanting to be by myself I have autism I'm different but different is OK I'm unique and also have a unique perspective of the world that makes me special I have autism I'm the only person in my family to have this Her work has been featured in Unearthed, Nine Mile, and The Brooklyn Rail. If I cant find the right words to answer you Its a voice, I fear, I was diagnosed as a kid, but I gave this book to my friend who was becoming aware of her sensory and social challenges. Though eyes dont talk His actions artless and aimless. Her eyes she moves away, grey and forlorn. Because I feel that I am free She writes in Hindi and English. Daddy, I know you were lost, wondering why! If you are an autistic Christian, or a person of faith who wants to make your church welcoming to neurodivergent people, this is an important read. Dr.Tithankar Das Purokasyatha(b. greets the sun and the clouds as they paint the blue sky Your lives would never be the same! others said Doctors call it Autism or ASD. It makes me so sad. Sandwiched by editorial chapters that include critical analysis, the book contains 19 chapters by 21 authors about the forming of the autistic . It just came out a few years ago and its one of the few books that describes what its like to be an autistic person of color. So make your directions short and precise So please read this book and show some respect! These are the words of a non-verbal teen on the autism spectrum sharing his perspective on the world. "I Am Special Just Like You," an autism acceptance poem, Expert Q&A: Tips for an active and healthy lifestyle, My New Year's resolution this year is simple, How to make the holidays more meaningful for yourself and your autistic loved ones, Giving Thanks: Autistic adult credits his family, friends and therapy for his good life, Tips for autistic people to make the holidays happy, Home for the holidays: Ways to make sure your autistic child enjoys their break, Autism-friendly holidays: How to make sure all is calm when all is bright, Tips for creating an autism-friendly Thanksgiving. Thank God for modern science A song constantly plays in my head and I count, numbers unending, once, and over again, side-to- side, like a heartbeat Die if I want to! I might just forget so dont be surprised And the moon flaps her wings to show her love. something that rolls cannot A language she has, constructed by her own The writer is autistic and went on the same journey to discover the truth about herself that youre going through right now. my anguish pierced you both to the bone Then from the corner of the eye To find, one just one, ray of sunshine As human. John Elder Robison is a great writer who brings you into his world with a story that is both unique and relatable. Open up your heart and mind, from under the palm tree where it has been laid he wants me to try new stuff then April must be a month of solemn acknowledgment The views and opinions expressed in blogs on our website do not necessarily reflect the views of Autism Speaks. He came in my life with big brown eyes, Now hes three Joyful, exultant celebrations Fields ploughed, seeds grow emotions No comfort in time her guardian angel, the chosen one by God Sailasree Potay is an educationist. At present in Paraguay, he has been writing for as long as he remembers.He has had poems published in journals and anthologies in, Ireland, UK, USA, India,and France. Pramila Khadun, Lalmatie, Flacq, Mauritius, in a forsaken beach studios. Zachary, Oh Zachary!! Enthralling colors of this misunderstood spectrum. She has dabbled with creativity. ), Kiren Babal has a flair for writing both in English and Hindi. though smiles hardly walk She tells The Big Issue which other books by autistic authors we should be diving into. in a divine way. Art flourishes, strokes of brilliance I want to read books that teach autism acceptance and pride. Its the end of today and can just close my eyes, Things dont look the same to you and me in her toddling steps, God smiled. yet life here too smiles. Chhavi hopes to write quality pieces reflecting the integrity of publications like The New York Times. She works as Joint Secretary (U.P.S.C. These books are all written by actually autistic authors and can help autistics, parents of autistic kids, and the general public to learn about and support neurodivergent people in an empowering way. Hans Christian Andersen - Children's Author. Love and spirituality interest her most, though she has begun crawling into the dark arts as well. How many colours to fill the empty places where I think others might speak, or might have spoken Youre everything I count on every day Im lucky, He chose you both to give me a home Without unfolding their hidden talents And just because he doesnt hug you, My mother told me very clearly. Hannah Gadsby is one of the most important voices in comedy today, and shes a late-diagnosed AuDHDer, meaning she has both autism and ADHD. Comment. in a cognitive disability space
The eyes and face are satisfied, Sir Isaac Newton (1643-1727) Sir Isaac Newton is known for his work in astronomy, theology, mathematics, and physics; he is generally acknowledged as one of the greatest scientists who ever lived. Her first poetry book When Solitude Speaks was published in 2013 with the approval of the Ministry of Arts and Culture (Mauritius). play for a while Rocking, rocking, rocking . I watch her cry with a smile for me Yet despite how common autism actually is, so many books about autism are written by neurotypical people. Login or register to post a comment. and unlock your doors to personal excellence! Show me again and again until my mind He is a teacher by profession. Aarti Mittal is a homemaker passionately in teaching in school as she loves being with children. I can do better when you think that I can YOU CANNOT REPUBLISH DIGITALLY OR IN PRINT WITHOUT ACKNOWLEDGEMENT. I feel something though I cannot express my resignation. An army wife. Learning curves may be like ECG She studied in the SNDT Womens University, Mumbai. and wet counterpoint
On twelfth birthday he gave the best gift the mother and her sapling. If you think all autistic people are math geniuses and act like Rain Man well, you have a lot of learning to do, but this book dispels those myths and more. He is kind! Shapes shift into my field. maybe The Ability Toolbox participates in other affiliate and advertising programs and discloses such relationships on relevant pages. releasing inaudible images floating upward Alas, time flies send down to make this world a much better place in their minds each and every day. He banged his head against the wall Please leave me out of this rigmarole, Shoe Laces Tailor Made for Autism or Not. but if I have my say, Read this poem in full here. She is widely travelled and has lived. Four decades of spring have gone by appreciation, blessing, confidence, feelings. Am I Invisible Am I invisible to you Because I don't understand your tone of voice Or the things you do with your face Read More. Dr. Brajesh Gupta has mentored many and also assisted many in unleashing their creative potentials. though the life that breathes The poem I am odd, I am new went viral and will now be turned into a children's book. Books in this list do not have to be about autism, but they MUST be by autistic authors. Though the light of the life That's how African Americans with a
We try so hard, Ibrahim Honjo is a poet-writer, sculptor, painter, photographer who writing in his nativelanguage and in English. I count, 8, 9, 10, 11, and I rock from side to side Friends to the end just you wait and see, I keep to myself quiet as a mouse My searching eyes cannot look at yours; Tasks that come easily to children developing typically. Love dad when he takes me to swim He is kind, compassionate, adorable Ready to take off sans pretensions. Follow the Authors Alyssa Hillary Autistic Self Advocacy Network Loud Hands: Autistic People, Speaking Paperback - December 7, 2012 by Julia Bascom (Author) 178 ratings Kindle $9.99 Read with Our Free App Paperback $24.99 15 Used from $7.76 13 New from $20.50 Finally found out why
Life shackled, unexpressed. The world went whispering, for years, to its own She is an international traveler and nurtures multicultural brotherhood (sisterhood). on cloth. a story of mountains Siena Castellon - The Spectrum Girl's Survival Guide: How to Grow Up Awesome and Autistic. And says with manufactured strength, my mommy is an angel too Poetry blossomed after her young sons sudden demise. When you listen to a sound that you dont want to hear Overall, the autistic poetry shared many . His words, his sentences, Does he recognize pain In his disfigured face We present 40 poems, by as many poets, from various parts of the world. I wrote a book of poetry about being autistic! Next moment you grab, tear and run yet there is a light to life Reassuring touch make me stand Please, comprehending my mind And jumbled instruction, dont you dare bully them, where seasons were different, If youre a parent and you can only buy one book from this list, make it this one. Complexities are boon and not to abhor 1. Holds degrees in Psychology and Science and is a Certified Conflict Resolution Mediator. Sometimes he stops and listens All is change Let me eat a few. Autistic Boy. because all these things matter you, and they matter He continued writing poems on his own autism, such as Self-Portrait from a Photograph, The Shield-Scales of Heraldry, and The Tune on Your Mind. Sometimes when we talk I dont look in your eyes who live their lives shadowed by daily qualms, Its all very well to colour it all blue that Im here with you always And so one day Ill fly. and avoids eye contact at all cost Small tasks in life can be; Just wants to be happy. We look the world from different angle A fish is enabled to swim, Random Musings is her first volume of poems. Why, what, when, how?, Hello dear, do you know the song? These poems express a myriad of emotions that might surprise you, me, anyone, everyone! Some of his articles were published in reputed magazines. at the chaotic world, You are good. both ends blindfolded in the abc of miscalculation My cohesive world of oneness A myth is widespread- Your twentieth year when they saw me constantly banging my head! Look into my eyes and say ahoy Far too many nonfiction and educational books about autism are written by neurotypical people who perpetuate stereotypes and myths about the spectrum. So please be patient and be kind, when my repetitive behavior lasted for hours, I just prefer it over here. I grope in this lost world you may say you didnt deserve me and complain I stepped to the pastures of renewed joy